Baby's | Susan, Alyssa, Lionel, Rena, Selene, Dian, Georgina, Maizurah, Kesandra, Edmund, Lilin, Sabrina, Christine, Enkhmanduul, Jinkai, Sharon, Ahmiko, Nadiah, Dieebs, Shermaine, Phoebie, Yamin, Sherry, Nicole, Kerina, Eugene, Regine, Chendana, Shabirah, Liling, Sandra, Zahin, Lmyx, Syia, Aysa Novira Yunaz, Izmi Izedh, WT, and Achii. They're not in alphabetical order but I'll do it next time.


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November 09, 2010
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hope you release everything le, dont smoke, i wont cut. i love you alot, still. i really hope 10th will stay. i told you i know i've given you alot stress, but you denied cos you don't want to hurt me. but being hurt once in a while, wakes a person up. you woke me up already. but i still will sad wont go out alot uh. i dont like you going out , cos i scared you lose control or what, then suddenly hyper then "flirt" (so called , your making friends way.) but you know me, i know you. we''re both sensitive. i really hope you wont think until break le... srsly broke my heart. i'm not kidding. i love you. 10th, 10th. don't break us. <3


i knew i was being a burden to you those times, keep asking go out and going your house and stuff. i wanted to stop but i lost control. now i know what you meant by going out alot, like sian like that. i don't mind you somehow sian of me. 'cause i know how it feels like. i keep going out with alyssa they all also sian. yesterday just go out with them like for long, and i not sian. i know my limits le. i sticked with you, 'cause i don't want to lose you. i just want you to be safe and all. i don't know, whenever i'm not with you, i'll get fucking worried. now only sometimes we go out luh, that one i don't mind. but please, don't ever talk about breaking. your grandmother..... i don't know.... but i was hoping can just fake break or something......... i didn't think so much until you asked to break for the time being. after i saw that sentence, i felt like i have nothing left. you were like my everything. my superhero, MY SUPERMAN (L) <3.
i don't want to break, 'cause i know my mistakes le. i never gave you space to breathe, only keep coming and coming and coming closer to you until you no space, no air left. i know le bie. i just hope you read this, then you would really know i'm sorry.
its 11 11 now, while i'm writing this. I WISH EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY, AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALISE MY FUCKING MISTAKES. HOPE YOU WOULD FORGIVE ME.....):


i learnt my mistakes. i don't want our 179 days to break, just like that.
what about all the memories? the times we had? the happy times and all? i'm really sorry.... i know how it's like not going out with your friends for a long time. i'm really sorry, i really am...
i just hope today after school, i can talk to you before you going to the old folk's home... i haven't heard your voice for hours and i missed you ): you said your feelings fade like that and weird weird. i know that feeling 'cause i got before.... but i found out its not fading cos its only because i'm stressed.... now i know how stress you are le. and now i know why you treat me so cold.... i'm the reason of your stress.... when people ask you take care, you hhahaha i will. if i asked you to like today, you never reply me. ask you to smile. you never. told you iloveyou<3 you didn't reply either..... i know you're stressed enough, but i'm willing to give you space and time and everything. but just....
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME? ):
forgive me and let me change, and i PROMISE i'll really treat you better.
i'll be the happiest girl alive.... i promise.
i really hope you feel the same way.....
last sentence to say to you...
i'm really sorry. hope we could start anew, but still 101010.
i love you baby.... i really do. forever 10th? ): <3


and i still remember you said "sorry la hor, she already taken by me. Want her? Wait long long. Go home suck your mummy's milk first" 
i only want you. i don't want anyone else....... i really. cannot imagine. my life. without you. i want you, and i need you. i have the confidence bie.... i really want us to last long. i want show everyone young love is not wrong as love really has no boundaries. i want be like your relative lasting for like 10 years or something. but i don't wish to break or what, after those 10 years. hope you would be with me forever...
i love you. ): <3 10TH.








so.... its after school already........... was hoping i could call you.... but i was scared to.... alyssa said what thing, you never reply... i told her if she saw you in canteen, tell me... she said she just now go to canteen never saw you... i straightaway just went to bed and cried... the feeling i'm feeling now is, like you're trying to avoid me... why? ): i love you alot you know. i don't want anything to happen to us. and i'm sorry for spamming your wall just now.................... i love you baby. forever. mark my words. don't want break....








If you were stressed, you should have told me. You told some other people, of opposite sex? I feel so useless to you... You think I mind you telling me you're problems? Bie, you said no more secrets. But why are you hiding stuff from me............. I really don't mind. I love you alot. Don't be so secretive can.... i feel hurt when you want talk to other girl... somemore i don't know de... me leh? i stress, talk to your friend, somemore close to you. i don't want like this can or not? i don't mind you telling me, i'm willing to share your pain. that day at your house, you said you don't want me be like your classmate, jump down de. you let me cry out everything, said you want to share my pain. but you doing this, wanting to talk to chua hui wen or whatever... i totally feel uselesss......... i still love you <3 no matter what.
i didn't ask you to ignore me.... i just wanted us to be normal. yesterday night, we were ok ok. then you talk to me in this tone. i srsly feel useless. why are you treating me so cold... like you've never met me before. like i'm bothering you so much.. i srsly love you. yet i get this from you. i thought you would think? you told me yesterday. i trusted you, and i still do. don't make me love someone else that i don't. my heart only has one vacancy, which is for you. don't make me worried please bie. please don't. i just want you to forgive me and give me time to change.......... i want us to give each other time to think first... but i called you, you talk to me so cold.. i can't do anything.. why you like this srsly. i really heartpain x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 max.... i love you i love you i love you i really do. i'm not lying.. 10th please. forever? ): i've been crying for so long already. i want to stop. and i just want to smile.
and I WANT TO SMILE, I WANT THE REASON FOR ME TO SMILE TO BE YOU. <3..

Labels: i'm sorry.

i didn't do this intentionally.
okay, i wrote those statuses. cos i liked them , and i know people out there might feel the same way.
sometimes its also describing ME.
don't you understand? don't you know anything at all?
talking to cherie. she's telling me to let go .
LET GO OF WHAT HAVE HAPPENED, not let go of you..
idk luh.
i post all that its also cos of how i feel. NOT BECAUSE i want attention.
seems like you don't know what i'm hinting out to you huh..


*k
         »                        美雪,                  sтερh ₁₃₁₄                  ★         says:
*k me ?
         »         正人; εdмυиd                         ♥     zxyou,              一三一四 /        says:
*-.-
*i playing leh
*at least k means okay
*am not like you
*busy, totally nvr reply one

»                        美雪,                  sтερh ₁₃₁₄                  ★         says:
*okay..
         »         正人; εdмυиd                         ♥     zxyou,              一三一四 /        says:
*please la
*understand me can or not

seriously? i'm trying already. why are you like this? all your long messages, mostly are meaningful. but what can i do when you turn back on your words?
you tell me i hurt you when i bad mood. nowadays, it seems like YOU are the one who is always in a bad mood. scolding me whenever you like. i don't mind you control me. but just don't do it just because i listen to you. i don't listen maybe always, but why don't you understand me too? i'm living a tough life here, and so are you. and so is everybody else.
hanging on, until now. i'm thinking whether to let go or not. I DON'T WANT TO. i love you too much.
so i won't.
but if i continue hanging on to you, you will suffer. i'm not a good person okay. i make people suffer, i make people hate me. everybody hates me okay. at least, you'll have a better life, with the girl of your dreams. with all those who care about you.
i don't have anything. won't have a good future or what with me. i love you alot. but do what you have to do. i still love you like i always do okay. i promise i won't let you go.

you really have changed...
i wanna say sorry. but all you'll say is no need. you know how pain it is ma? when you say no need?
i wanna prove everything to you. but it seems like you dont even want to give me a day to show you. not even a minute or what. only yesterday, said we wouldn't break each other's trust. now you're saying all this now. i don't care, i don't want us to end. 4 months, is not long. yet it's not easy .
always fight, but i don't blame you. i let you blame me, if you want. i don't mind. i really can't imagine living without you. i'm already getting used to you being by my side. i'm really sorry if you choose me. if i made you love me. i'm sorry if i'm not the one srsly. i only love you. and yeah, i'll keep it to myself already. since you asked me to. i'm sorry.
yet, this won't change anything, i know.
i love you,

Hello.
After midnight, baby come home liaoooooo~ YAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
Then chatchatchat- mummy was bugging me. She wanted to use the lappy. It was already like going 1 am in the morning, she wants it for what. o_o
Then, I need give her le. Then baby also ask me call him. Talked on the phone, until he like cannot tahan le, then go sleep~ HIS VOICE DAMN CUTE LUH. I MISSED EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM :( Hear his voice again happy le <3 !
Okay, so today woke up, went to wash up and everything. He haven't wake up yet. ): So I just went online, then I received his text saying he just woke up and his head pain. :O But he's okay now. He did his art, and everything.
TOMORROW MORNING. 500 SECONDS. <3 HEH.

Just now, I went to bathe, I didn't know he was going out. I only know he going relative house, that's all. I came back from bathing, see my msn. Wow, alot words hor.
Erm, sorry bie? I didn't know you going out ma. And sorry, I take long time to bathe. I love you. Don't angry at me kay. ): I also don't know you going liao what. 4 more days, <3.